Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
May 30, 2009 - Lamentations 3:25
Lamentations 3:25
What do I want? I want what my better off friends have. Their lives don't seem as hard as mind and it sure looks like I am suffering a lot more than they are. When are you going to give me what I want and need? When is it my turn? How much longer do I wait until I get something good?
Personally, I ask these questions a lot. I see other people who are so much better off than I am and start questioning the Lord, why am I this way? But who knows how God works. He made us as beings to worship Him. So hopefully I see that I am that vessel for Him; my purpose in life is the glorify Him and enjoy it both as single actions. I pray that I can see what good things that God wants me to have and not the things that I personally want. And overall have Him on top of my list.
Amen.
Friday, May 29, 2009
May 29, 2009 - AMBA - Hebrews 11:13-16
13All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth.
14People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own.
15If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return.
16Instead, they were longing for a better country—a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them.
Today's speaker at Ambassadors.. I forgot his name.. talked about living by faith by using this passage. He first made us list our personal top three things that we currently want in life ie. being successful, making a lot of money, finding that special someone, getting good grades, finding a job, etc. The point of this was to "surprisingly" find out that loving God was not listed at number one or even number two or three!
Why was it so hard to live by faith? The biggest reasons that hit me was that persecution and pain. When we live by faith, we are persecuted why? In this day and age, everything needs a definite answer and therefore, to live by faith is to give up all intellectual thinking, in this case, to be stupid in the eyes of our non-believer loved ones. Also, I would assume that you all would agree that persevering through faith in troubling times is terribly difficult. We question God's love, His presence, as well as His Promise.
Overall, it was hard understanding him since he keep repeating vague points, but I think his main point was that: if you want to live by faith, you have to really want God!
If I really wanted God like I wanted a girlfriend, money, A+'s, then there would be no problem living by faith. As a matter of fact, if God was number one on our lists, I highly doubt that there will be a number two or number three!
NO NO NO
THAT IS NOT THE CASE! We should be living lives with all of that "stuff"! BUT with God as number one! There is no problem "living with the things promised" (Verse13), but if it hinders your relationship with God, then something has to be done. But we have to realize that we are aliens and strangers of this earth. We, as believers, do not belong here. Verse13, we do not receive the things promised doesn't mean that we don't get them, it means we don't love them in our lives as much as we should.
And if we go on to verses 15 and 16, we are continuously looking for a place; usually a place without pain, without grief, without suffering, where we can spend our times with our loved ones, etc. Without knowing, we are actually unconsciously looking for... Heaven :D
And in the end, it comes down to us wanting Heaven sooo bad! In that case, living by faith is a sound answer.
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.
Another thing: (2nd Part of Verse 16)Do you live lives that God Himself is not ashamed to call Himself your God? Hopefully so! Personally, I have to re-evaluate myself and reset all my priorities and move God to His rightful first place in my life. Hopefully, God is not ashamed to call Aaron Lam his God :D and build me a nice city up in Heaven ^^
Amen!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
May 28, 2009 - Habakkuk
I found Habakkuk to be very interesting. It is basically a conversation between God and Habakkuk in written format. From chapter 1 to chapter 2, Habakkuk gives two complaints, which are both followed with a response from the Lord. Chapter 3 closes the book with a personal prayer from Habakkuk.
As you read Habakkuk's story, you can't help but to feel his agony. His home, Judah, was being invaded by the Babylonians, yet, knowing that God sees the entirety of this happening, does not do a single thing. Living life, hearing things from other people and experiencing them yourself, you can't help but to know what Habakkuk is going through. We know that God is all powerful and the overseer of all things, yet he will allow these bad things to happen, in this case, allowing the Babylonians to pillage Judah.
What we learn from this book ie. Habakkuk's experience is that we have no idea what God is capable of. Our minds, although seemingly high in intelligence, cannot at all comprehend the greatness that is of God.
In chapter 1 verse 5, the Lord declares:
5 "Look at the nations and watch—
and be utterly amazed.
For I am going to do something in your days
that you would not believe,
even if you were told.
So there must be a reason, usually one that we cannot comprehend, that God is raising up these blood thirsty Babylonians. But why do it in such a cruel manner? Isn't God a God of peace and Love?
Very often, we question God's promise. The promise of salvation; eternal life to us was so easy to come by right? All we had to do was accept Jesus' sacrifice for us on the Cross.
3 For the revelation awaits an appointed time;
it speaks of the end
and will not prove false.
Though it linger, wait for it;
it will certainly come and will not delay.
In this verse, God reminds us that His promise will most definitely come. Even though it lingers (I take this as having a hard time in life), wait for it and it will certainly come. In other words, our faith is being tested. Tested, not in the sense of cruelty, but in hope that we can pull through.
Another thing that Habakukk questions is the presense of God. Is He here or not? If He is why doesn't He do anything to stop this?
20 But the LORD is in his holy temple;
let all the earth be silent before him."
The Lord is always here with us. As kids, we probably have had our time of bad mouthing the teacher when he or she was absent, but the Lord is in his holy temple, always.
Something that I need to learn from Habakukk is the entire chapter 3. Even though he is going through bad times, he realizes that there is just no one like our God. In chapter 3, he gives the Lord endless praise. Verses 17-18 :D
All praise and glory to Him!
Amen.
Friday, May 15, 2009
May 15, 2009 - Amba(5/15/09) - Isaiah 6:8-13
8 Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying,
"Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?"
And I said, "Here am I. Send me!"
9 He said, "Go and tell this people:
" 'Be ever hearing, but never understanding;
be ever seeing, but never perceiving.'
10 Make the heart of this people calloused;
make their ears dull
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Otherwise they might see with their eyes,
hear with their ears,
understand with their hearts,
and turn and be healed."
11 Then I said, "For how long, O Lord?"
And he answered:
"Until the cities lie ruined
and without inhabitant,
until the houses are left deserted
and the fields ruined and ravaged,
12 until the LORD has sent everyone far away
and the land is utterly forsaken.
13 And though a tenth remains in the land,
it will again be laid waste.
But as the terebinth and oak
leave stumps when they are cut down,
so the holy seed will be the stump in the land."
Isaiah 6:8-13
Here Isaiah displays a heart that is true. In verse 8, we see the Trinity asking, "Whom shall I send... who will go for Us..." God does not really need to ask any questions. He knows all and whomever will stand up, will stand up. This verse begs a difference between two types of servants: one that will say "Here I am, I will go!" and one that will say "Here I am, send me!" The "I will go" servant is a servant who determines that they themselves are ready to serve God, not when God calls him/her. The "send me" servant is a servant whose readiness is determined by God.
I consider myself the "Here I am, I will go!" servant mainly because I believed that I was ready to be a leader figure for the church, when I really wasn't. I did not wait on God's timing, but my own. Despite the fact that Cornerstone offered an amazing opportunity for me to grow, my mindset going into it was not the right one. Unlike Isaiah who was asking the Lord to send him, I told the Lord that I would go. See the difference?
The rest will come tmrw ^^
Amen!
Monday, May 11, 2009
May 11, 2009 - Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
I've heard this verse a million times, but I have yet to truly apply it into my life. It is not because I do not want to trust in God, it is because I don't know how much I should trust in Him. When there are downfalls in life, we usually ask the question why? Why this and why that. We look for answers to all of our problems because we want to know what justification was there for any of this, usually bad, things to happen. I look up to the sky, ever so often, in disbelief that God would have allowed some things that have happened to happen.
The thing is, we try to understand every little thing that God has set for us that we end up confusing ourselves and ultimately pinning all the blame onto Him. I need to learn how to trust in Him with ALL my heart. I am such a prideful person that I cannot stand help. I need to allow God to work in me and not selfishly pursue the life that I believe would be the best for me, but a life that is best for me for God.
Amen.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
May 10, 2009 - Mom's the Word
Monday, May 4, 2009
May 4, 2009 - My Conversation With a Hedge
Friday, May 1, 2009
May 1, 2009 - That Skip Over Verse
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
April 29, 2009 - How I Came to Enjoy Raisins
April 28, 2009 - Don't Bother Me With Details!
Monday, April 20, 2009
April 20, 2009 - Blessed are the Meek
Matthew 5: 5 (NIV)
Being meek can be translated into being "humbly patient". But how can those who are humbly patient inherit the earth? Those who are aggressive and active clearly has an advantage over those who are meek in terms of conquering the world.
Lets take a look at the life of Jesus. Jesus Christ walked on earth KNOWING that He was going to be sacrificed! To add more to that, He knew that he was going to be sacrificed for those people who he ministers to everyday!
Imagine yourself in the sandals of Christ. You walk amongst the land and preach the Word of God, but always come across those who blaspheme against you. There are even those who plan to kill you! Knowing that you are soon to die for the sake of these people would place me in an awkward situation. I would not want to save them at all.
But Jesus..
Jesus was meek. (I cannot say this as well as this person so here I quote!)
"It’s Christ’s humility, His lowliness, that beckons us into a relationship with Him. And ultimately, it was Christ's willingness to give up earthly glory that opened the door for us to share in His eternal glory."
Christ gave up everything for us. We are so unworthy and so sinful; but Christ allowed Himself to be killed by us and in turn, saved us all. It was his meekness that closed the gap between man and God. And it will be the meek that will inherit the earth.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
April 19, 2009 - Considering the Enemies of Christ - Even With Tears
Philippians 3:18 (ESV)
I get angry. When people talk down about my God, it makes me angry. I wanted God smite to hit them right there right then. I despise those kind of people. But is this really how I should feel? Am I not suppose to love thy neighbor as my own? They are human beings created by the hands of God just like I am.
Luke 9:54, “And when his disciples James and John saw it, they said, ‘Lord, do you want us to tell fire to come down from heaven and consume them?’” made me realize that I acted like James and John.
When they said this, Jesus rebuked them.
“Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you” (Matthew 5:44).
Brothers, join in imitating me, and keep your eyes on those who walk according to the example you have in us. For many, of whom I have often told you and now tell you even with tears, walk as enemies of the cross of Christ. Their end is destruction, their god is their belly, and they glory in their shame, with minds set on earthly things (Philippians 3:17-19).
Like what Philipians 3:17-19 states, I need to realize that there are so many people who have yet to know the love that is Christ and many others denounce it. I've been so blinded by hatred of these non-Christians that I did not realize that there is always hope. But what can we do for these people who have destruction as their ends but pray for them even with tears in our eyes?
Amen.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
April 16, 2009 - Prepare to Be Shot
Romans 10:14-15, NIV
'Lets say you received a letter in the mail. You open the letter and read it. The letter says, "On September 11, 2001, there will be a terrorist attack." With this information now in your possession, what do you do? The date is 9/10/01.'
You look at this illustration and think to yourself, 'Psh, the answer is obvious! You would tell everyone because people's lives are going to be lost! You would be insane to keep this information to yourself!"
There is the 'obvious' answer. In my blessed life with Christ, knowing that I am saved and that the only way to God is to acknowledge the sacrifice of Jesus Christ on the Cross, I hold this good news dearly in my own heart and mind and not to my mouth.
And how can they preach unless they are sent?
If you are not ready to preach the gospel, you can glorify God by living it out. When you know that you have matured and grown, pray to God for wisdom and strength to take those 'beautiful feet' there and spread the good news!
Because in reality, time is running out and lives will be indeed lost if they are not saved.
Praise the Lord!
Amen.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
April 15, 2009 - More Than Forgiveness
– 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
"Forgive and forget", the new American catchphrase. To me, this seems like the easiest route in solving this problem. But can we really forgive and forget at the same time? If you think about it, only God can really forgive and forget. I can only either forgive or forget, either or. It is hard for me to completely forgive and completely forget my enemies, but I know that God's grace is just so amazing that He is able to do so through His Son.
Amen.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
April 14, 2009 - Is Suffering Inevitable?
1 Peter 3:17, NAS
For those who see themselves as the "greater sufferers", can't you see yourself instead as the most wise, knowing, strong, full of experience instead? Suffering gives birth to many qualities and honestly enough, makes you into a better person if you accept it.
That's it! Accept your suffering! Do not turn away the pain, blood, sweat and tears that have made you into what you are now. Christ brought us true love and died on the cross for us just so that we may be connected with God. If Jesus ever hated Himself or regretted that He went through that entire journey, the saved would mean nothing to Him. But the truth is, we mean everything to Him.
Praise the Lord.
Amen.
Monday, April 13, 2009
April 13, 2009 - Oh Come Let Us Adore Him
Matthew 26: 40-41
My quiet times have become loud times. The time that I have put aside for the Lord have become mere leftovers of my day that I deem myself too tired to continue on with anything else and therefore do my quiet time. This is not what God deserves. Usually I am too preoccupied with school work or other forms of non-beneficial, self-indulging entertainment that I completely forget about what I was created to do in the first place, to worship Him (Col 1:16).
Life has been so busy that I forgotten about God until the end of the day when its too late..! In this scenario, the devil has won; he has created enough distractions for me to keep me away from God. But this will be a constant battle for me. Just because I do not have a functional computer at my disposal doesn't mean that I cannot do my quiet time blog. Thats just an excuse.
I will constantly try to improve my quiet time, even if it does mean listening to music to drown out other music within the vicinity. I will find the Lord every morning and everyday of my life!
Amen.
Friday, April 10, 2009
April 11, 2009 - Thank God it's Friday!
anyone who has died has been freed from sin.
Romans 6:5-7,
His death and our life. That is the truth.
When I view the cross, I see it as a torturing mechanism that was used in the old days; like the electric chair that is used in the present days. There is nothing celebratory about that. But for Christians and all believers alike the cross is all important. Because of His sacrifice on the cross, we are saved.
When He died, so did our sins. Every sin that came from our living soul was erased on that day. The image of Jesus pushing us aside and telling us its going to be okay, its going to be okay is so powerful to me. That one man is willing to take the wrath of God Himself for the sake of people that hate and blaspheme. As He takes every man on his shoulders and dies.
It is true. We should not be ashamed of our sins any longer because Jesus Christ is was and forever will be our ransom. Sin can no longer hold us down any longer for we have been freed because of Him!
Good Friday! Praise the Lord!
Amen!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
April 10, 2009 - Killings Words
(Luke 23:18-24)
Putting yourself in lets say, YOUR OWN shoes at that time, would something have happened putting aside the fact that Jesus was destined to die for us? Personally, I would be too afraid. Knowing that Jesus, the guy under God, was being put through this; how much could I do then? This, I believe, comes down to how much faith we do have in God. The faith of what we are capable of doing and what we are not capable of doing. Under God, all things are possible no?
Short blog. Long talk :)
Amen.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
April 9, 2009 - Easter: All That Matters vs. All I Live For
Jesus comes back to life! Its truly a glorious day, BUT I hate how it is almost retreat-esque. We sing of Jesus' ressurection with so much more heart than the previous friday night praises before when this should just be us praising the Lord. of course there are highs and lows in life, but that is besides the point.
the point is "He has risen!" and we know that.. NOT JUST ON EASTER SUNDAY DUDES! we have KNOWN of the ressurection since we were saved and that is not the end of it.
i turn on the tv and see this awesome move.. JOHN Q.. omg best movie ever. i watch this and mentally decide that it is news that must be spread. so i go on aim/msn and start spreading news about this movie like propraganda. (i even updated my fb status on this)
But when it comes to Jesus dying for the world, how does it fair in comparison to all else that matters? Have you ever proclaimed/exclaimed that Jesus lives! and that He does so in your heart! It is not just a religion that you can get into or not; it is a true relationship. So go. Just go and realize that there is everything and then theres One thing that IS everything!
Amen!